short stories with tragic endings

hey guys, apa kabar? long time i haven't update my blog, well it's been a long time guys coz i was busy of fasting and lebaran hihi. so, what's up? oh yeah i just wanna tell you that From Autumn To Ashes got some good shit, one of them is a song named Short Stories With Tragic Endings. well, you can check them out at ummmm (honestly i don't know their myspace, i downloaded their song at limewire), but i can give you their lyrics. enjoy guys and see ya.

Short Stories With Tragic Endings

Here you stand seething with guilt
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness
The one thing that I cannot give

Did you ever see that one person
And the way they do these things
And it hurts you so much it's like choking, choking, CHOKING!

I can give you freedom from your guilt
With a flick of my wrist onto yours
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile
I can give you death with the look upon my face

This is your freedom, in a life of fallacy
With no last kiss and no regrets
You don't deserve good bye
This is your freedom, in a life of fallacy
With no last kiss and no good bye

Here you stand seething with guilt
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice

With a short story
The one you add to daily
You are the tragic loss
No story book ending for the fairy tale of you
Just the one composed with blood
Taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand
Cry for you. Shed tears, mourn. Wish the end
Cry for you. Shed tears, mourn. Wish the end
Mourn, wish, the end
Mourn, wish, the end
Mourn, wish, the end

Did you ever look
Did you ever see that one person?
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
You let this one person come down at the most perfect moment

And it breaks my heart, to know
The only reason you are here now
Is a reminder of what I'll never have
I'll never have
I'll never

Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in
But this table for one has become bearable
I now take comfort in this, in this, I cherish you

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person?
And the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
And to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds
And you let this one person come down
Come down

I cherish you
I cherish you
Just say that you would do the same for me
Just say you would do the same
Just say you would do the same for me
For as much as I love Autumn

I'm Giving myself to Ashesself to ashes

exam? SHIT!!

halaaaah 1 minggu lagi exam coooy! ga bakal online 2 minggu deh aaah! asem bener dah gw zet!!! examnya over weekend lagi, bastard!!! gw kutuk tuh sekolah gw wkwkwkwk! jangan deh kesian ntar kualat jadi kangguru lagi, ampun! tetep aja ngeselin! bastardoooo!

Secret Behind My Name

R : funny
I : is really sweet & romantic
D : a very good girlfriend or boyfriend anyone ever had
Z : very broad minded
K : hot
Y : is loved by everyone

A : crazy
U : is loved by everyone
L : is a very good kisser
I : is really sweet & romantic
A : crazy

I : is really sweet & romantic
L : is a very good kisser
H : stick to one
A : crazy
M : Makes dating fun

BARCELONA!

tim jagoan gw nih! menang pas lawan Manchester United hahaha! Man Utd juga tim jagoan gw sih, tapi Barcelona lah the best. apalagi paling keren mas Lionel Messi diselengkat sama bek nya MU, udah jatoh BANGUN lagi! pas bawa bola peluit bunyi, dianya bingung padahal bek MU abis ngelakuin pelanggaran ke dia. buset dah! hahaha! Good Luck Barca!!!

15 days to go!!

15 hari booy! Deg deg an ga lo??? hahahaha! SEMESTER 1 Exam sih, tetep aje grogi!! udah tugas menumpuk lagi ah! hahahaha! udahlah sabar aja. tapi bentar lagi libur booiiii! hahaha! INDONESIA menunggu nih meskipun masih 6 bulanan lagi, gapapa sih yang penting balik terus jadi party boy lagi deh. Et! lupa gw soal FINAL EXAM! astagaaa!

True Love

“Ricky, jaketnya keren deh. Beli baru yaaa??” tanya Jess.
“Iya Jess, hehe! Tau aja deh,” jawab Ricky.
“Beli dimana Rick?? Fred Perry??” tanya Jess lagi.
“Kakak gw baru pulang dari Australia. Beliin deh, lebih murah di Aussie, banyak lagi pilihannya,” kata Ricky.
“Oooh, eh eh gw putus ma si Bima 2 hari yang lalu. Bete deh!” kata Jess.
“Hah?? Putus?? Kenapa lagi Jess?? Kan perasaan baik baik aja kok kemarin,” tanya Ricky.
“Iyaaaaa Ricky, tapi lo tau dia mau ke Amerika. Gw ga kuat LDR, jadi putus aja deh,” jawab Jess.
“Oooh, yaudah deh ntar kan gw ke rumah lo, Bima gw ajak gapapa??” tanya Ricky.
“Ajak aja kali. Orang gw putus juga baik baik,” jawab Jess.
“Oke deeeeh. Eh diary gw mana ya?? Ga enak gw ga bawa diary kemana-mana”, tanya Ricky.
“Itu tuh dimeja lo. Lo cowok nulis diary, mau jadi penulis Rick??” tanya Jess.
“Kebiasaan, enak kok nulis diary,” jawab Ricky. Lalu mereka pun pergi keluar kelas dan berjalan menuju kantin untuk mencari cemilan. Setelah selesai mencari cemilan, mereka pun kembali ke kelas karena bel masuk sudah berbunyi dan mereka kembali melanjutkan pelajaran.


Pulang sekolah


“Rick, lo langsung kerumah gw kan??” tanya Jess.
“Iya lah, males pulang hari ini. Bokap gw juga ada rapat ampe jam 10 malem. Ntar aja jam 8an lah gw pulang kerumah,” jawab Ricky. Lalu Bima, Andini, Lia dan Jo pun datang menghampiri mereka.
“Rick, nebeng dong kerumah Jess. Mobil Jo penuh boi,” kata Bima.
“Oh yaudah ayo. Eh lo semua langsung kerumah Jess kan?? Siapa yang nginep hari ini??” tanya Ricky.
“Gw ama Lia lah pasti. Siapa lagi? Hahaha! Eh lo ntar kalo udah nyampe rumah Melinda bantuin gw loh ngerjain marketing, susah tau! Lo udah selesai kan??” tanya Andini.
“Kagak ah males hahaha! Canda Dinii. Yaudah ayo. Ntar lo ngerjainnya pake laptop gw aja, mau main game make laptop lo,” kata Ricky.
“Yah kok main game?? Jangan ansos doong! Ngobrol ajaaa,” gerutu Lia.
“Liat ntar deh. Yaudah yok jalan,” kata Ricky. Mereka pun masuk ke mobil dan segera jalan menuju rumah Melinda yang berada di bilangan Pondok Indah. Ricky dan Jo pun balapan untuk membuktikan mobil siapa yang lebih cepat. Chevrolet Camaro yang dipakai Ricky terbukti lebih unggul daripada BMW seri 110i milik Jo. Setelah sampai, mereka pun segera menuju kamar Jess.
“Jess, gw ngerokok dulu di balkon yak, Jo, Rick, ngerokok ga?” tanya Bima.
“Lo berdua duluan deh. Gw mau makan dulu. Beli cemilan ga dimakan hahaha!” jawab Ricky.
“Oh yaudah oke deeh, Bim buruan dong,” kata Jo.
“Iya sip,” kata Bima. Mereka pun dengan segera berjalan menuju balkon yang terletak di kamar Jess. Setelah sampai, mereka segera menutup pintu balkon tersebut. Didalam kamar, Ricky, Lia, Andini dan Jess sedang mengerjakan tugas sambil memakan cemilan masing-masing.
“Rick, maksud dari guerilla marketing apa??” tanya Lia.
“Guerilla marketing itu istilah gampangnya itu terobosan baru untuk mempromosikan barang atau produk yang mau lo kasi tau ke orang-orang. Eh jangan ada yang buka diary gw ya? Gw mau ngerokok dulu,” kata Ricky.
“Sip bos! Tenang ga ada yang bakal buka hahaha!” kata Andini. Ricky pun pergi menuju balkon untuk menyusul Bima dan Jo yang sedang merokok. Setelah pintu balkon ditutup, mereka pun segera memulai mengerjakan tugas mereka lagi.
“Eh Jess, lo ga ada masalah apa-apa kan sebenernya ma Bima?” tanya Lia sambil agak berbisik.
“Enggak kok, Cuma dia kan mau ke Amerika jadi ya gitu, gw juga mau ke Australia, jauh banget jadi daripada putusnya ga enak,” kata Jess.
“Kalo gitu ama Ricky aja Mel. Dia kan anaknya seru tuh, kalo ga Jo deh. Selain Bima, kita semua kan mau ke Australia, 1 kota lagi, kenapa enggak??” tanya Lia.
“Ga tau deh gw, liat ntar aja ya hehe!” jawab Jess. Mereka pun langsung melanjutkan tugas mereka. Ricky dkk pun kembali masuk ke kamar Melinda dan langsung bergabung dengan mereka. Setelah tugas mereka selesai, mereka pun langsung masuk ke ruang musik dan segera memainkan beberapa lagu.
“Mainin lagu siapa?? Lagu yang santai aja, A Rocket To The Moon kek, Franz Ferdinand gitu hahaha,” kata Ricky. Mereka pun segera memilih lagu. Setelah selesai memilih lagu, mereka segera memainkan lagunya. Salah satunya adalah Dakota yang dibuat oleh A Rocket To The Moon.

She knows exactly what to do,
Whenever I'm alone with her.
I can barely make her move
By the time she opens up her eyes
She sings to me at night
She sings

I know that she barely knows me
And I'm thinking love with her
It's like I'm singing karaoke
And I forgot the second verse
But I, can make up my own words
Oh Dakota, I know our love is new.
I barely know ya
I'm falling over you
It's the way you do, the things you do
That make me fall in love with you
Dakota, are you in love with me too?

She's got a little bit of money and a little bit of this
And it's all she needs to live
I've got a little bit of love, and a little bit of that
And it's all I have to give
This time I'll try not to show, whoa
That I am not letting go

Oh Dakota, I know our love is new.
I barely know ya
I'm falling over you
It's the way you do, the things you do
That make me fall in love with you
Dakota, are you in love with me too?

I'll show ya, I'll show ya
And you'll know, and you'll know, and that I'm not letting go

Oh Dakota, I know our love is new.
I barely know ya
I'm falling over you
It's the way you do, the things you do
That make me fall in love with you
Dakota, are you in love with me too?
Well I'm in love with you, are you in love with me to

“Cieee Ricky suaranya keren bener deh ah kalo nyanyiin lagu ini. Buat siapa Riiick?” tanya Lia.
“Ada deeeeeh, mau tau aja deh lo hahaha candaaaa. Ntar lo juga tau kok,” jawab Ricky. Mereka pun segera membereskan peralatan musik yang telah mereka pakai dan Ricky, Jo dan Bima pun segera pulang karena sudah jam 7 malam. Mereka pun berpamitan ke Jess.
“Jess kita pulang yaaa. Udah malem nih. Ntar dikira abis ngapain lagi hahaha. Dadaaaah,” kata Ricky.
“Oke deeeh dadaaaaaaah,” kata Jess. Mereka pun segera masuk mobil dan pergi. Ricky pergi kearah kiri, Jo dan Bima pun kearah kanan. Diperjalanan, Ricky pun hanya mendengarkan musik tanpa mengetahui kalau diary miliknya tertinggal di kamar Jess. Jess yang ada dikamarnya tanpa sengaja menendang diary milik Ricky.
“Eh diarynya Ricky ketinggalan, besok gw balikin ah. Eh ga ada siapa-siapa kan? Baca aaaaah,” pikir Jess. Jess pun membaca diary milik Ricky. Namun Jess sangat terkejut saat membaca diary Ricky.








28 Maret 2009

Huaaaaah hari ini capek banget deh! Hahaha! Olahraga main baseball tadi, udah gitu main basket tadi pas lunch time. Hahaha! Duh gw bingung nih! Si Jess kan udah 1 minggu putus sama co nya au anak mana, gw tembak ga ya? Kalo iya, ntar alasannya masih butuh waktu recovery lagi. Kalo enggak, ntar keduluan orang, duh pusing gw. Gw takut juga kalo misalnya dia nolak gw terus gw ama dia ga temenan lagi. Hmmmm liat besok deh.


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29 Maret 2009


Wah gw telat! Bima nembak Jess kemaren malem! Aaaarrggghhh! Gw telaaat! Sumpah kesel gw ama diri gw sendiri. Goblok!!! Yaudah lah, mendingan gw lanjutin Project 8 aja deh biar kesel gw ilang! Kalo jodoh ga akan kemana kok. Tapi gw tetep fair, mudah-mudahan Jess sama Bima adem adem aja ya Allah. Amin.

Ditengah jalan sebelum masuk jalan tol, Ricky baru sadar kalau diarynya tertinggal di rumah Jess.
“Wah, diary gw!” kata Ricky. Rickypun langsung berbalik arah dan segera kembali kerumah Jess secepat mungkin. Setelah sampai, Ricky pun langsung mengetuk pintu rumah Jess dan langsung dibuka oleh Lia yang telah selesai mandi dan sedang menonton tv di ruang tamu bersama Andini.
“Eh Jess mana?? Diary gw ketinggalan dikamar dia,” tanya Ricky.
“Mandi keanya, kenapa?” tanya Lia. Ricky langsung berlari kearah kamar Jess tanpa sempat menjawab pertanyaan Lia. Ricky tanpa mengetuk pintu langsung masuk ke kamar Jess. Ricky pun melihat Jess sedang membaca diary milik Ricky. Jess terkejut melihat Ricky di pintu kamarnya. Mereka pun terdiam sejenak, Ricky masuk ke kamar Jess dan menutup pintu. Ricky berniat untuk mengambil diary miliknya kembali, namun Jess menahan diary milik Ricky dan segera mencium bibir Ricky. Ricky tetap terdiam.
“Rick, gw punya perasaan yang sama kea lo. Lo ga usah takut,” kata Jess. Ricky terdiam sejenak, namun setelah itu dia tersenyum kecil.
“Mau ga jadi pacar gw Jess?” tanya Ricky.
“Mau kok Rick,” jawab Jess. Mereka pun kembali berciuman. Didalam pikiran Jess, Jess berharap bahwa Ricky akan menjadi pacar terakhirnya dan berharap bahwa Ricky adalah cinta sejatinya.

Long Distance???

Long Distance, hubungan pacaran yang paliing sering gw lakuin. tapi sekarang ga mau lagi!!! TRAUMA GW!! alasan? pernah dicurangin pas LDR (Long Distance Relationship). Ga enak banget dicuranginnyaaaaaaaa!!!! putus terus tiba2 dia pacaran lagi! buset dah! tapi udah masa lalu, insiden itu cuma gw jadiin pelajaran, ga lebih kok. Dan rasanya buat LDR lagi takut, takut dianya bisa apa enggak. kalo ga bisa kan gw nya juga yang sakit..